i must be mad
February 3rd, 2010
Seems that one thing I’ve always needed is mental and intellectual stimulation. I get bored easily once I’ve mastered a job and find myself looking for more. As much as I love my job at the moment, and still have plenty to learn, I know that in another 5 or 6 years it won’t be enough, and neither will the pay! Zoe is gifted. That means further and extended education. That means expensive. She deserves the best and I’m determined to give her that, along with an example to follow. The reason for these two seemingly unrelated topics is something that I’ve recently embarked upon.
After much researching, and talking, and thinking, and questioning, and deciding, and applying, I accepted an offer from the University of New England to enrol in their Diploma in Town Planning as an external student.
Sounds pretty simple really doesn’t it? Except for the fact that I’m a full time working single mother.
But wait, there’s more. AFTER I’ve done the Diploma – which by the way will take 2 years of around 20 hours per week study – then I’ll enrol in the Bachelor of Urban and Regional Planning. So I’m going to get myself a BURP! Amongst all this, somewhere between completing the diploma and the bachelor, I hope to gain a professional traineeship at work. Which means a shift from the Parks Department and into the Planning Department. And a pay cut for 12 months. Only to be rewarded with a career path that will see me double my current income in around 8 years. Which is perfect timing really as Zoe will be in the latter stages of her secondary education and beginning to look at tertiary level study. You know, the expensive kind!
To be honest, my initial reaction after accepting the offer was one of horror. I suddenly thought…what the fuck have I done! I don’t seem to have the time and energy for everything I’d like to do now. How on earth am I going to manage study, parenting and still do my job to the best of my ability with enthusiasm and the energy I give it now. Then I reminded myself that I’d thought this through, that I did have the skills, support network and time necessary, especially considering my motivation.
She’s in the next room on her computer doing anything she can to keep her own brilliant mind occupied in whatever way she can. I only hope that in some small way I can provide for her not only the education and life she deserves, but also maybe just a little inspiration to do whatever she sets her mind to, no matter the obstacles she feels she’s facing.
